2022.01.27 05:18 PeakSad4now Couldn’t grieve now I’m so bitter
My mother died a year ago last week. she was well loved and with that had many “friends”. None of us truly understood how quickly she would pass but there was only 4 months between diagnosis and death. Everyone kept saying “when you get better” and “after you beat this” well sending her gifts, starting meal trains, creating a fb group to spread love. At fist it was great but over time I felt like a glorified news reporter. If my mom was to sick to text they would blow up my phone. When she got to sick to run her business, I stepped in. Clients asking for updates on her condition when we would not update the fb group. Some days I would wake up to text asking me “why is she in the hospital?” Before I was even aware. I was exhausted, working nonstop and my free time was filled with answering others questions the next thing you know I blink and she is gone. What was the first thing I had to do after I left the hospital? God damn publicity control. If one group/ family found out before the other it would spread like wildfire people upset or offended they were not told sooner or that they found out through social media. 12-4 am I had to make fb statements, calls, statements to the clients about why I would not be opening the next morning (even though some still tried to show up) I was so disconnected from it all by the end of it hearing everyone’s tears but my own. After that I became so bitter. My phone still blowing up asking for answers of “why” and “how”. The once “get well soon” page became a pity match of who missed her harder. What people are doing in her honed. “My child saw her in a dream” “every time i see ___ I shed a tear” all over social media for months. Not even close friends or family, people who barely knew her before all this. close to a “sorry for loss” ended far before these stupid post. It’s now at the point they feel like sympathy posts for likes. They make me unjustifiably angry. With her one year here it’s winding back up again to the point I’m avoiding social media because I know I won’t be able to bite my tongue. I understand people have a right to mourn but all I can think of is “why do you get to mourn without bother but not me?” I just don’t know what to do anymore...
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2022.01.27 05:18 yottamoto Is there a way to list all dangling links aka non-existing files?
I take notes in meetings, and now I have a bunch of dangling links to notes that I haven't created yet. Currently, I'm trawling through the graph, but it's a bit hard to see the nodes in the mess. Is there a way to create a query so that I have a list of dangling links I could whittle away?
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2022.01.27 05:18 u-copycat Introduction To AWS Identity and Access Management
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2022.01.27 05:18 Arestium 31 [M4F] Tired of being single and alone - Looking for [Friendship] or more [Relationship]
my name is Marvin. I am 31 years old, single and come from Germany and to be exact from the federal state North Rhine-Westphalia where I live near the former capital of the Federal Republic of Germany, Bonn. My hobbies are Chatting, travelling, Netflix, listening to music, chill out, Meeting new people, write lyrics, singing, play computer games, watch anime, anime dub / sync, go to conventions, meet friends and being there for them 😊, work on events as press, political party work and Youth political party work.
So if you are interested in chatting with me or getting to know me then just write me / DM / PM me
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2022.01.27 05:18 dubaicars2020 Destroying the 10 Years old Air Cooler
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2022.01.27 05:18 xCottonCandyLover How are you guys, do you have new Kaido?
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2022.01.27 05:18 GachaTofi Hey, kinda curious
2022.01.27 05:18 bobbyUP-MKII Whitney Thornqvist
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2022.01.27 05:18 tangerinemike Shayne Lavery: Blackpool can push for play-offs
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2022.01.27 05:18 the123king-reddit Not suitable for families with small children, people with shins, or anyone with a distain for catching tetanus
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2022.01.27 05:18 _Not_Well_ Who would you rather play at ST in a 4231? 94 R9 or Mbappe
2022.01.27 05:18 Bengamey_974 How many champion points do you have?
2022.01.27 05:18 borednon How do you strafe jump?
Was wondering how to strafe jump correctly. I’ve seen people in videos being able to jump from b heaven to boxes before. However, whenever I try I’m not able to cover as much distance. I understand that the general concept is to turn right when pressing d or turn left when pressing a bit it still doesn’t work for me. This is just long jumps in general.
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2022.01.27 05:18 Turkeyham Does NL know about this guy yet?
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2022.01.27 05:18 alfnz Life after the Latest Update - It’s actually worse and unplayable
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2022.01.27 05:18 MindSporeOSS Advancements in Protein Structure Prediction and Inference with MindSpore
The evolving research into protein structures is one of the most challenging, fascinating and potentially impactful areas of development in the Life Sciences sphere. Many scientists have dedicated themselves to looking for breakthroughs.
Using ordinary computer software to analyze protein structures requires an astonishing amount of computation, which is unbearable even for supercomputers. Furthermore, conventional protein structure prediction methods are plagued by inaccuracy. Therefore, it is very hard to make progress.
In an attempt to remedy this obstacle, researchers develop AI algorithms to predict the structure of proteins based on amino acid sequences. This was first successfully done in 2020, by Google's DeepMind team who, using AlphaFold2, managed to accurately predict the structure of 350,000 proteins. AlphaFold2 was significantly more accurate than other methods in a vast majority of cases. The team's achievement was honored with the first prize at the 14th Critical Assessment of Structure Prediction (CASP14) competition, where the organizers described their work as "unprecedented progress".
Recently, the MindSpore team, the China Changping Laboratory, Peking University's Biomedical Pioneering Innovation Centre (BIOPIC), the Chemistry and Molecular Engineering College, and Shenzhen Bay Laboratory's Gao Yiqin team, joined forces to launch a new protein structure prediction and inference tool modelled on AlphaFold2.
The new MindSpore-based tool leverages the heterogeneous Compute Architecture for Neural Networks (CANN) to harness the computing power of the Ascend AI Processor. Its relative strength lies in the multiple sequence comparison stage. By adopting MMseqs2 for sequence retrieval, it can dramatically improve the computing efficiency for protein prediction because its end-to-end computing speed is almost 3 times higher than that of AlphaFold2. It can calculate the protein structure of a sequence of over 2000 amino acids, covering more than 99% of protein sequences, and thus makes a valuable contribution to research in the bioprotein field.
Figure: An illustration of protein T1079, predicted by MindSpore. The green represents the experimental results while red represents the predicted results.
The prediction of single protein folding is a respectable start, but at present, we have barely scratched the surface of protein structure research. Proteins usually function in pairs or groups to perform the functions required to sustain life. To continue to explore the science behind proteins, it is important to refine algorithms and better understand the interaction between multiple proteins. In future, we may be able to use this research to create more advanced treatments for disease.
MindSpore's new protein structure prediction and inference tool is now open sourced in the MindSpore community: https://gitee.com/mindspore/mindscience/tree/masteMindSPONGE/mindsponge/fold
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2022.01.27 05:18 Adam_The_Actor Discussion Thread - Why does Atlus market FEMC so poorly outside of Japan?
| When it comes to the Persona series I'd like to think it's well established among the fan base how popular and well regarded Persona 3 is. Thanks to it's exceptional cast of characters and the emotional investment placed into them throughout it's story and the emotional pay-off as you play through it. To this day not only is Persona 3 FES one of the most expensive games on the Playstation 2 this also holds true for both it's vanilla counterpart and most importantly for this topic Persona 3 Portable on the PSP.|
Now going up against P3:FES, P3P had a lot to live up-to especially given the revisions needed to include the full content of the story within the game however among the changes was by far the biggest addition to the game...
Persona 3 Portable Female Protagonist
In my albeit short experience with the Persona series, I have it on good authority that FEMC is by far one of the most loved characters in the entire series among it's fans. Given the effort Atlus made in defining her unique characteristics to set her apart her male counterpart and amount of character interaction that created specifically for her I would've thought Atlus would've made a decent effort in marketing her as a selling point for the game. Sure enough that's exactly what they did, in Japan... but elsewhere...
P3P Collectors Edition
I will say in Europe at the very least she doesn't even appear on the box art for the special or regular edition of the game and though she does appear on the back of the box it still feels like it was weirdly skimmed over. I'm sure in the US she got a little better focus but even still I feel because of this P3P came and went resulting in the character being forgotten outside of her dedicated audience. But 8 years later out of nowhere they gave her a second chance with Persona Q2...
What is wrong with this picture?
Where she once again barely gets mentioned or featured at all in marketing (outside of Japan) despite being the most important character in the game besides Hikari. What I do find hilarious though is that they managed to turn her completely overshadowed existence in comparison to her male counterpart into both a plot point and a character arc. That is not even accounting for the fact Q2 was one of the last releases for a console that had by that point been massively overshadowed by the Switch.
Given the positive reception surrounding FEMC as how much the fan base generally adores her I really feel like it's a missed opportunity they haven't done more with her. I feel like if this character got the same amount of love that Joker and Yu does I feel Persona's following would only grow stronger and let's be clear here this series already has a strong female audience going for it. Unfortunately to date, she doesn't have her own animated series, no movie and no manga (outside of Q2's comedy sketch thing) and I'd like to believe that if those Persona 3 Portable remaster rumours are true they'll finally put her at the forefront.
But what do you guys think? Am I simping too hard for a character who already gets enough love? Or is it about time Atlus made a good marketing decision and included her among the other crew.
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2022.01.27 05:18 liwiakitty Trading r skelle rex, neon robin, wolf for good offers
2022.01.27 05:18 Amirali_adibi اگه این حق نیست پس چیست ؟؟ 🗿
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2022.01.27 05:18 Sudden-Tumbleweed-19 Potts Point [AU], Cafe La Bomba, Barista, all rounder
Cafe La Bomba is looking for a barista Tuesday-Sunday 6:30am-3pm. Must have at least one year experience and able to do floor as well.
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2022.01.27 05:18 Sabre_Killer_Queen The bomb becomes a solid object after it explodes
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2022.01.27 05:18 Girlinda7 If you had the chance to punch anyone (or anything) in the face, who or what would you punch?
2022.01.27 05:18 GerardFernandez borrow rm10 and look how much they are asking a week later..
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2022.01.27 05:18 TheCircleLurker Anyone live in close quarters with someone while having Covid?
Me and my wife are in a 1bedroom and we tested the same day yesterday and hers came back negative while mine was positive. I’m isolating in the bedroom and carrying disinfectant wipes and Lysol spraying anything I touch and masking up all day. Did anyone else happen to not give their SO or someone under the same roof as you covid?
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2022.01.27 05:18 valen11tino So uhm.. why does Heimer have abs? 💀
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